So, I did it. I did the impossible. I found the key to happiness... at least, for the next year or so. I am leaving this place (after this year is over), completely. All last year, I realized I had two entire years at this place and I'd have to build up some sort of reputation to make it any distance in this place. Now that I've made it far, got a lot of friends, I'm realizing that I really dont need that any more. I've heard people say that some of the things I do are stupid, some people think I'm immoral in some ways, and others like to judge me. Now I can honestly say that I dont give a damn.

I am responsible whether or not you you realize it. I KNOW how to moderate myself. I may have done things some poeple dont agree with... but I'm not afraid to just go with it anymore. Some people think some of my comments are off the wall, but you know what, that's who I am. I may be a little goofy sometimes, but I find that it gives me character. It is who I am.

Anything I do over the next year, I do not care about what "social reprocussions" that it will have. I don't care to hear how someone might think what I have to say is too aloof for them, too pretentious, too goofy, or too akward. It just doesnt get to me anymore. Nothing does... I've lost friends, and honestly, it doesn't sadden me at all. I've gained friends... ones that matter to me much more this year.

Happiness is available for everyone...

go get it.