beholders_eye (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} beholders_eye) wrote,@ 2005-12-17 21:36:00 |
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I dont get angry.
I dont wish people would just die.
I dont punch a hole in a wall.
Until tonight. Tonight, I got angry. Tonight, I wished someone would just die. Tonight, I punched a gaping hole in my wall and my knuckles were bleeding. I didn't have a punching bag, and I am not into self-pain and self-mutilation, but tonight, I made an exception.
Jen's mom is refusing to let me see her on christmas eve and give her my christmas presents. So be it, I'm going anyway.I wont step on their property. If she calls the cops, they will LAUGH. They are not in the business of stopping teens from exchanging gifts.
She's threatened it on numerous occasions.
I love that girl so much, its so sad she has to live with such a fucked up parent.
I dont wish people would just die.
I dont punch a hole in a wall.
Until tonight. Tonight, I got angry. Tonight, I wished someone would just die. Tonight, I punched a gaping hole in my wall and my knuckles were bleeding. I didn't have a punching bag, and I am not into self-pain and self-mutilation, but tonight, I made an exception.
Jen's mom is refusing to let me see her on christmas eve and give her my christmas presents. So be it, I'm going anyway.I wont step on their property. If she calls the cops, they will LAUGH. They are not in the business of stopping teens from exchanging gifts.
She's threatened it on numerous occasions.
I love that girl so much, its so sad she has to live with such a fucked up parent.
